I need
vacations.
It's true.
I'm a wreck and I mean, I'm always feeling weak and days pass by like a blur. I
feel like someone put me in a washing machine and I'm spinning round and round.
I stop for an hour or two and then I'm spinning again, whirl like there's no
salvation.
I feel like
an ant. Oh, yeah don't laugh. I'm a small, brown ant always working before
winter catches up. And there's so many things I need to do!
I wake up in the morning, after some failed attempts to control time, make coffee, pack my meal, take a shower, get dressed and then start running because I'm late and if I don't run I won't catch the train I need to catch. And then I won't catch the bus and then I'll be do terribly late because I need one hour and a half to reach at work so any minute lost is actually twenty minutes lost (the waiting time for the next bust) which I can't afford.
I wake up in the morning, after some failed attempts to control time, make coffee, pack my meal, take a shower, get dressed and then start running because I'm late and if I don't run I won't catch the train I need to catch. And then I won't catch the bus and then I'll be do terribly late because I need one hour and a half to reach at work so any minute lost is actually twenty minutes lost (the waiting time for the next bust) which I can't afford.
And the ant
is running, going down the stairs, and then squeezes itself in the subway while
carrying a big heavy bag, because let's face it, a purse can hold so many
things, right? And we all know that the ant can carry way too much heavier
stuff, but I'm not actually an ant and so when the door closes behind me and I
lean to the small place I'm entitled in the crowded subway train, I feel
exhausted!
Fourteen
minutes later the ant is going up the stairs, feet hurting, but it I need to
keep in shape, so I don't complain, and two minutes later I collapse in the bus
for fifty minutes.
And that is
only the beginning of my day!
When I
reach home around seven thirty, I want to spend some time with my guy, I need
to do chores, cook because I need something to eat the next day at work, wash
my hair, try to write a paragraph or two, since now I'm editing/rewriting a book, write a
post, read some posts, tweet, read my book, spend time with friends, go for
shopping because I need to go for shopping. Well, you know how it goes, right?
I bet you understand what I'm talking about.
How do
people with kids make it through the day, huh? You are superheroes!
That's it,
I'm gonna faint on the couch now.
But wait
... it's Friday, so I better get dressed and spoil myself with a cocktail,
right?
Life can't and shouldn't be on pause. So, like me, suck it up an move on! Who's with me?
Happy Friday!
Awww You definitely need a girl's day out at the spa and a much needed vacation. Isn't it horrible when a day is almost over when you finally have time to do something when you have done so little. The world is a large place with not time to help us out but rush us and make us slower as we age. Sad but true so we have to make the best of it.
ReplyDeleteHave a great Memorial Day weekend!
Spa! Oh, sounds so dreamy!
DeleteThe truth is that I will go on a mini trip in about two weeks, but it won't be relaxing, more like running around to explore as much as I can. I will blog about it, soon. :)
"The world is a large place with not time to help us out but rush us and make us slower as we age. " I keep that in mind, Ki. :)
Suck it up and move on. Man, I say that to myself on a weekly basis. Your commute is brutal Athina. I smiled at the running part because I remember always running the mile from my apartment to class in college. I am not a runner. You fill your day so. I'm glad you have your guy and your writing and your friends even though it's never enough time. Here's to your cocktail!
ReplyDeleteMany times I wonder how it would be if we could understand the concept of time while we were younger. I mean, the more we age, the less time we have, and when we were young, we kind of wasted our time. I don't know, if only we could bend time...
DeleteLOL I totally relate. I work full time, am a single parent, and am trying to sell scentsy on the side. Lately I've been taking Zane to tennis practice after work every day, get home and cook, shower, and spend maybe an hour quality time with him before it's time for bed. Life gets crazy hectic. My blogging and reading time has been severely reduced. I hope it all levels out for you soon :D
ReplyDeleteI really admire you, Jaclyn. We are all little ants after all!
DeleteThanks so much for stopping by!
And btw, tennis is a great sport. I hope Zane is loving it!:)