Think Out Loud: Enough

This is Think out Loud. It’s a weekly meme created to help bloggers break out from the blogging bubble. The rules are simple. We post whatever we want and let people know what’s in our mind. Visit the creator on Thinks Books and join too. It’s so cool to share your random thoughts.

I’m thinking out loud today, but my thoughts are dark. I don’t really want to bring you down, so I apologize in advance. This meme has ended up to be so redeeming, most of the times, that is addictive. But is a good thing. :)

Anyway, I was thinking that another year is coming to an end and there are too many things that are still troubling me. Too many stuff that don’t seem to improve. And I want to believe that the New Year will be different, but how can I be sure?

I watched an episode last night and a few words stuck in my mind: We work hard, we fail but we try again and fail again. Because that’s what progress looks like. Progress looks like a bunch of failures.

If that’s the case then I am making huge progress. But when does the good stuff start? I believe that everything happens for a reason, but I don’t see it anymore.

I know that things aren’t supposed to be easy, but isn’t the small rewards that makes us keep going? I want that small reward, I want a ray of light in the cloudy sky.

I try not to complain, but there is only enough troubles that a person can handle. So I’m going to edit now. I’m going to leave behind the real world and find some safety in the imaginary. There, at least, anything can happen.