So, I write.
Sometimes it
starts with an idea that was growing in my subconscious for quite some time,
and sometimes is just sudden inspiration from a sound an image or a glimpse of
a character that demands to be heard. Once, a paragraph was ready in my mind,
all the way to the tiny detail, so I only had to write the words down.
Whatever is
the case though the result is the same: I write.
And every
single time I feel like flying.
Currently in
my forth novel, I find myself leaving the comfort zone behind and stepping on
new ground. I’m writing mystery, a genre that I love reading, but quite
difficult to write, in my humble opinion.
My first
novel, Dazed, is what I call my first experimental novel and a novel I will
hide deep somewhere in my computer. And in my house since I have printed the first
draft. For sentimental reasons, you know. Dazed is a pure mystery novel, written
in third person and using multiple POV’s. It turned out to be a very long
project since I wrote 101K words and then I started cutting and editing and
re-writing. Everything I needed to do to give the story the shape I had
in mind.
It never
made it to the story I wanted to be, but through that process I learned a bunch
of stuff about writing that I didn’t know before. I learned to build tension,
the proper way of writing dialogues, the difficulties when writing in third
person POV and past tense, but most of all I learned how to write a novel.
Reading
about writing techniques is extremely useful, but I strongly believe it must be
combined with writing. So don’t be afraid to let it out and write it down. If
you don’t do it, if you don’t try it out, then how would you know if you can
apply all the cool stuff you’ve been reading? Practice is the only way to learn.
Either if it’s about writing or baking or learning programming.
You have to
get your hands dirty.
And I did. Again
and again, learning more rules about writing, more little things that I didn’t
notice before. And I have to admit that writing the other two novels, felt
easier and more fun than ever. Maybe because I was writing fantasy and so I was
able to make stuff up and put my characters in unimaginable situations. Honestly,
most of the times I had no clue how they would escape the new obstacle I put
before them, but it was a challenge. A challenge that was vanished the moment I
was sitting to write again because the answer was right there, like someone whispered
it in my ear while I was asleep.
Divided and
Damaged are two parts in my Wandering Souls series and as much as I want to
write the third and final novel, I just stopped. Meg is still in my head,
hiding somewhere in my subconscious murmuring ideas for the final book, but her
voice was not strong enough. Because another voice was yelling louder, making
my head buzz. So I had to listen.
I don’t know
about you, but every time I start writing a story or I get lost inside one, I
think that: That’s it. I can’t write anything else, I have no inspiration. This
is the only book I’ll ever write. I said that after finishing Dazed, after finishing
Divided and the last time I said it was a couple months ago when I finished
Damaged.
Will I saiy it again when I finish this one? I don’t know, since I still can’t believe that
this project will be completed.
What am I
trying to say here, I’ll say it using a quote. “Never give up. No one knows what’s
going to happen next.”~ L. Frank Baum
It’s true,
no one knows, even you don’t really know. All you know is what you want to do,
where you want to be and if you walk toward that destination … I bet you’ll get
there.
But in order
to get there you have to write. So write. Don’t make you head dizzy with
questions, don’t ask too much, don’t seek all the answers. That is when editing
comes and for that part you’ll need to have a novel to edit.
So, write.
Put some music on and write like the world depends on it!
I agree, reading and doing are two completely different things. As important as it can be to read up on new techniques and such, nothing ever truly beats experience. Most everything I've learned about art, for example, has been through trial-and error. (Sooo much error, haha.)
ReplyDeleteNothing beats experience, I agree. We all make errors and I guess we'll keep making them, but that's the point. We learn from our errors and then we make new ones. :)
DeleteBut we learn! That's the point, right?